Things are going very good now. I fianlly decided Fernando does not deserve someone like me. Yes that may sound concieted but I think I deserve a guy who won't cheat. I talked to the girl he cheated on me with and I forgave her. Because I'm letting everything go and the best thing for me to do is just forgive and move on. So I forgave her and actually we are firneds now. He hurt her too.... Then I forgave him but he still denied it but I don't give a crap. I know God has someone out there for me who is gonna love me and treat me the way I deserve. So yes I'm happy with my life. :] And ya it still kinda hurts that I wasn't good enough for him and I now have pretty bad trust issues with people but I know that will heal with time.

Also I had a great birthday! :]